In Law Of Attraction, we created a rule for the Universe with two meanings.
An idea which can be empowering or destructive, depending on how you perceive and apply it.
One occurs as the final desperate act of a dying animal. The expectation that magic should be present, because the proponent of the law projects need into the future, as a solution for something seen as broken in life.
The other occurs like magic. When one is free of desire one automatically becomes an instrument of the Universe.
It becomes possible to take actions consistent with a future that truly leaves you satisfied.
And therein lies the paradox.
How is it possible to attain ones goals without striving to achieve them?
The key is in stepping up to a new level of responsibilty. A place where one chooses which thoughts are thoughts and which thoughts will dictate reality.
The proof lies in our noticing. What we see is what we get. Getting what we see is a bigger matter.
Did John manifest a new car, or did he just buy one? Did Lucy manifest a large sum of money, or did she just retire early and ask for a payoff?
The mind will always get proof of something without a predefined specific measurable result.
It is like a parlour psychic corroborating petty predictions to appease a difficult child.
So how does one perform the real magic?
By loving your life as it is now.
When you are truly satisfied with this moment and it occurs to you like “nothing wrong here” you have the key to the Universe. Anything is possible.
This is true enlightenment. True perfection. The ultimate expression of reality.
And from reality you can create anything you can think of.
Seek not material wealth as an end on to a journey. The journey is always complete.
See you on the other side of the looking glass,
mark ty wharton
Okay.
Panic Away is working.
I can see I initially had generalized anxiety as a child, then as I got older started to add situational anxiety into the mix.
When I was around 17 or 18 I tried smoking grass. While the initial effect left me with a profound at oneness with the Universe, my experience only extended as far as my high school religious teacher’s understanding of Bhuddism.
I really made it all mean something it was not.
Once at the public house that we were walking to, the laughter became an acute panic attack coupled with a feeling I was going mad.
Thirty years later I get to see I have my conversations about enlightenment and my experiences taking drugs collapsed.
My experience of getting high, IS a panic attack. So my experience of panic IS of expanded consciousness.
I am afraid if I expand consciousness too far, I will lose touch with real Mark and never get back.
I hold my breath for ages, then take a series of fast breaths till I get to the point I will faint.
I suspect I may have fainted at some point while “out of it” and don’t recall the event.
Up until the weekend I had a fear of not remembering what I had done.
Or, I would hazard a guess at it being the dentist, or an operation. Maybe how I interpreted something they said while I was under.
What I am really enjoying is being in the game of disappearing panic.
I can live with it sure, I have done it forever.
I can’t live with the conversation I am an enlightened being though, it is ridiculous.
Landmark Education just handed me a profound new understanding of what it is to be human, it is.
My understanding is Landmark is not really about enlightenment. What I have got is enlightenment about enlightenment!
There’s a looking glass sure, the reality on the other side is way deeper than mere reflection and certainly not whacky.
And breathe 
See you on the other side,
mark ty wharton
I decided to find a place to practice my Tai Chi this morning and play a game with it.
If you have been with me for a while, you will know one of my teachers is NLP guru Mr Twenty Twenty.
Twenty is remarkable in that he has been to the other side of death and come back.
I decided to play Tai Chi from different spaces and states this morning.
At first I was very internal auditory and very spaced out spiritually. Like outside my body, or at the very least not in touch with my kinaesthetic system.
I noticed I was creating anxiety, stress and worry. There was nothing expansive about the experience.
I tried a few other combinations, then I decided to experience Tai Chi the way a human being is designed.
I focused auditory externally and entered a state where my mind seemed to stop. A listening. An analogy might be that it was like being a Bhudda on a mountain top. Spiritual peace, silence.
I focused kinaesthetic internally and noticed my body and how it felt. I had a real sense of me, in the cold, in the woods, being me in the silence of the sounds around me.
I watched the Universe around me. The trees, the leaves, I could almost see the air moving. As I used my eyes properly things got brighter, more vivid.
Then I played a new game. A game called expansion. I imagined the silence in my head as an infinite being.
I wondered at my ability to push the boundaries of this infinite being outside of me.
Having expanded my spirit to the edge of my reach I realised I had created a zone. A clearing in the woods. A clearing in the Universe that is me.
Then I created a new story.
Right now I am in someone else’s space. And that person is standing in that space for my life.
Their space is so huge they create new paradigms for people to live into. And they get they are just another person!
And I can do that too.
I can be anything I want to be.
I can be as mango is to onion (sweetness is to tears). I can be the gold at the end of the rainbow. I can be the lightning in the night sky. I can be Aladdin in the hall of kings. I can be truly magical.
Kind of an amazing story to create from a Chinese walk in the woods.
Something to be alive for…
And maybe, just maybe, there is nowhere to get to. This rabbit hole is just another story. Another round on the golf course. A stance. A posture. A way of being.
But for that you’ll need to talk with my other friend in dharmaville, TP.
See you on the other side of the looking glass,
mark ty wharton
